2021.10.16 16:09 StaticNoice har tjekket guiden men er i tvivl. SN?
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2021.10.16 16:09 TheGoldenPotato69 Pacstall v1.6 Celadon
2021.10.16 16:09 Purple_Gift504 internalised homophobia?? have I been bi all along??
22YF here, recently been reflecting on things that I have shut out for so long. Since I was a young child I had always been hyper sexual. I would play games with all of my female friends where we would make out and touch each other. But I had this one special friend I’d known my entire life, she was 2 years older than me. For as long as I can remember at play dates or sleepovers we would be full on making out, groping, fingering, heck we even scissored each other. She was really important to me. When she was 13 this friend actually acquired an infection, became very very ill and died. I don’t know why but for some reason I thought that it was my fault. because of what we had done together that had somehow made her sick, I honestly thought it was god’s way of punishing us both (ahh religion and heteronormativity). I know now of course that was not the case however I’ve carried immense shame around this for so long. After she died I think I repressed that part of me, I also remember stopping a sexual relationship I had with another friend immediately after she died, partly out of fear. I’ve always had an obsession with tits and girls bodies in general, I thought I was jealous but maybe it’s more?. My attraction to girls has surfaced every now and then, mainly when I’m drunk. I’ve just put this down to trying to be hot with friends or joking around but I don’t know. I’ve been thinking about a couple of previous close friendships and wondering if maybe I actually felt something more for them…
Last night I went to a queer friendly club and disclosed this to my friend who is also in the process of discovering his own sexuality. He’s the first person I’ve ever told. Anyway at this club I met a girl and let’s just say things got heated and we were making out and grinding on each other and I feel like it sparked something in me that felt so familiar yet foreign… it felt amazing but also somewhat uneasy/uncomfortable.
I’d consider myself to be socially/politically progressive and LGBTQI+ friendly. I personally feel like there isn’t that much stigma surrounding women being bi (when compared to men) but at the same time I just never saw myself in that light. I don’t think my parents would be accepting. I feel like my identity has been somewhat shattered but it’s so fucking liberating at the same time. I’m questioning myself though because do I really know myself well enough to discern what all of this actually means?
I also better mention that I’m definitely attracted to men! love the D! I’ve been in various sexual relationships over the years however I’ve never actually had an orgasm with a man? not sure if that means anything? vibrators certainly help lol
I don’t feel a need to come out or anything, I just feel confused and would love some additional insight. I also feel as if I was to come out people wouldn’t believe me because I definitely fit the classic stereotype of a straight woman.
do you think that my friend dying could have led me to repress all of this? if you’ve come this far, thank you for reading. I’d love to hear if anyone has any similar experiences with being sexual with other girls in their developing years and how they’ve interpreted this/whether they are still into women now. or just any advice/comments in general, thank you !!!
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2021.10.16 16:09 GoochMuncher690 Does vaping ding distracted driving? I blow big ass clouds
2021.10.16 16:09 aganfar Anyone know this theme?
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2021.10.16 16:09 Shr1988 A kitten sandwiched between 2 fawns.
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2021.10.16 16:09 No-Regular-4107 amerikan futbolu izleyecegim hangi maci onerirsiniz yeni basliyorum
2021.10.16 16:09 Egnarts Arcanist Nature Mage and Mystic Theurge is broke.
As per the title. Pretty disappointing to reach the point where I can begin to take Mystic Theurge levels only to find out that it is complete broke and just start giving me level 1 mage spells. Meh. Was looking forward to finally having a character with druid spell list as well.
It has to be a bug right? The text description of Nature Magic specifically say that it counts as Arcane spells, and you are able to take Mystic Theurge with the required prerequisites.
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2021.10.16 16:09 Most-Impress-9209 Bucket hats are cute right? 23F
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2021.10.16 16:09 Mteen534 Ordered CD-Key cant acces account
Anyone able to help me out here? I ordered a fifa 22 ultimate edition key but now cant acces my account cause its registered to an old phone number... any way to get my cdkey asap ?
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2021.10.16 16:09 TheBunnyFiesta [Unintentional] Rabbit ASMR: Lychee Taste Test
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2021.10.16 16:09 sarahbartondeer Standardized tests are not an effective method to determine a student’s ability
Standardized test are important for the school, as it helps them determine a student’s ability in terms of where they lie as far as the education spectrum is concerned, but do they really portray a student’s full potential and ability? Does it mean passing, or failing the test is the only measure of excellence?
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2021.10.16 16:09 RedSmileGroup cross post from r/RedSmileGroup :-)
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2021.10.16 16:09 mikeysevi Whats the best place to buy the whole comic collection?
2021.10.16 16:09 blondie907 big events
2021.10.16 16:09 -Cornn_Flaek- I’m ready to leave everything behind.
2021.10.16 16:09 theslainer2 Best VPN for LOL PH
Hey guys. I've been living here in South Korea for a while now but I miss playing LOL ph. I can't seem to enjoy playing LOL korea that's why I need a Best vpn with a low ping to play LOL PH. Does anyone tried it so far and what vpn is the best? TIA
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2021.10.16 16:09 letsjakeonit Why’s he not cold?
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2021.10.16 16:09 ThePettyPilot How much do you typically spend on lawn care?
I lurk on this subreddit daily and see some incredible lawns.
It strikes up my curiosity wondering how much you typically spend for lawn care: monthly, yearly? If you’re willing to share that is.
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2021.10.16 16:09 World932485 Is there anyone on here who is going to the Indian Wells tennis tournament today and wants to see Fritz vs Bashilashvili and John Peers/Filip Polasek vs Audrey Rublev/Aslan Karatsev in the 100 sections for $100?
I am thinking about leaving early and offsetting some of the expensive cost of ticket so you would not be watching the first two matches in the 100 sections. I would meet up with you at the venue and transfer the ticket to you in person in exchange for cash
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2021.10.16 16:09 ronitt_99 Society if double RR was on the album
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2021.10.16 16:09 kvn95 [RANT] I'm starting to hate crouch spam with a passion
I'll be honest, I have potato aim. Almost all my headshots were based out of luck.
Now imagine I'm trying to shoot the enemy, but he starts dipping and dodging like he's late on his credit card bills. Him just dipping and dodging, me missing all my shots and he just melts me in 0.5 seconds, his loadout be damned.
I'm just frustrated. I tried my best to track, but god damn its hard, especially with the wonky hitbox of wraith, pathy and wattson. The rest of characters somehow I can manage to land shots, but these 3, god DAMN they are hard.
Sometimes, when I see them crouch spamming aggresively, I just... give up. and stand there
Come, shoot me for the trash I am.
I don't need any fun from this game, come and melt my face with your p2020 so I can improve your stats
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2021.10.16 16:09 smayonak Anti-Vax/mask Flat Earth preacher Rob Skiba dies from COVID-19
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2021.10.16 16:09 EdiblesSuperman lofi love chronicles. [lofi / calm / chill mix]
2021.10.16 16:09 svanapps 2 Beaten-Down Growth Stocks Set to Shine in 2022
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